My Journey

I'm not Handicapped, I'm Handicapable.
(and no i didnt get that from due date lol)

I left home and drove from nj to california in search of an independent life and safe access to my medicine* so i can live. It's been an interesting journey, lots of ups, lots of downs, and even though I am now weaker than ever...nothing will ever stop me from living my dream, regardless of how long I get to live.

Life is too precious and short to waste time. And I'm Ready.

The three videos below are before and after i left nj, an interview with the Washington Post during my road trip, some audition, and one other one hahaha idk i didnt set up the web site, im kinda lost there :P below that are blog entries! thank you!

Feel free to contact me at all times:

Help to save Mikey's life

As you know, Mikey has always been able to smile through the pain, no matter what, until recently. The pain in his stomach is now worse than ever and has led to an inability to eat, causing rapid weight loss. At 6'1", he's a meager 75 lbs and dropping fast. It's getting more difficult for Mikey to smile through the pain and fear.

One of the only places where Mikey can get help is the MAYO clinic in Minnesota. There, a team of specialized doctors will work together to figure out how his illnesses affect each other and can be treated to restore health and balance to his body so he can keep living his incredible life.

All of this obviously comes with a large amount of costs, which can only be covered with the help and donations of as many people as possible – even if it's just a dollar. Please click on one of the two following links to access the crowd funding campaigns that will help Mikey get better. Thank you!


Angels in my video

I seem a little bit all over the place in my next video. I had such feelings of Love, appreciation, curiosity, really just everything was going so right. Almost like the universe telling me, this is how it is, Or at least I think it was saying, this is what you deserve.

It was an amazing day, there were so many people that came by unexpected, I swear I never felt more loved In one day.

SO ANGELS!!! Before I uploaded this video, Or about to because I fell asleep last night for little bit, and I thank God. LOOK! You will not have to look hard. People say that spirits, angels, and other different forces can appear in video and images. They appear as swirls of smoke or light and orbs floating. I believe it too.

Now this is only in the last three videos I made. Coincidently after I see my Angel Paris again on Saturday, And have been praying to God Every day. With faith and hope.

River said, ask and you shal receive. That lesson I already knew... I just wasn't applying it 100 percent!!! :X

Everything happens for a reason. The reason why I am diseased. The reason any of you know who I am, The reason I was born with the ability to withstand this. But I love it. I would never ask for any other job or life.

Normally I would re-gather my thoughts and re-uploaded a new video... but I'm being too honest and there's too many weird beautiful things happening in the video and I feel that it's meant to be. A very good weird by the way :)

And here I am at 7:59 AM looking forward to another extraordinarily beautiful day. I'm feeling a little bit sick but you know what?! Who cares!! lol I don't!!

If the price I have to pay to live an amazing life... is deal with a few physical inconveniences here and there... I'll take it :)

My life has never been better, or at least looking like it's going to be heading towards a beautiful beautiful place :)

Thanks for being a part of my life, There's no reason you have to. But let me tell you how much I appreciate you being here :) Everybody makes it all worth it!

God is great :)
Thank you everybody who supports me. You are the ones who give me the strength you all seem to think that I have on my own :) I am the luckiest guy in the world. Truly blessed.

Much love,


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