My Journey

I'm not Handicapped, I'm Handicapable.
(and no i didnt get that from due date lol)

I left home and drove from nj to california in search of an independent life and safe access to my medicine* so i can live. It's been an interesting journey, lots of ups, lots of downs, and even though I am now weaker than ever...nothing will ever stop me from living my dream, regardless of how long I get to live.

Life is too precious and short to waste time. And I'm Ready.

The three videos below are before and after i left nj, an interview with the Washington Post during my road trip, some audition, and one other one hahaha idk i didnt set up the web site, im kinda lost there :P below that are blog entries! thank you!

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Help to save Mikey's life

As you know, Mikey has always been able to smile through the pain, no matter what, until recently. The pain in his stomach is now worse than ever and has led to an inability to eat, causing rapid weight loss. At 6'1", he's a meager 75 lbs and dropping fast. It's getting more difficult for Mikey to smile through the pain and fear.

One of the only places where Mikey can get help is the MAYO clinic in Minnesota. There, a team of specialized doctors will work together to figure out how his illnesses affect each other and can be treated to restore health and balance to his body so he can keep living his incredible life.

All of this obviously comes with a large amount of costs, which can only be covered with the help and donations of as many people as possible – even if it's just a dollar. Please click on one of the two following links to access the crowd funding campaigns that will help Mikey get better. Thank you!


I'm sorry mom and dad

For those who read my posts there is no mystery that I have had anger, frustration and discord with my parents I have said awful, and hurtful things, and all the while all they did was support me the best they can, and believe me it's been a lot. It's more then expensive to try and to what I'm doing. Living this Dream. Do I deserve it, no, I have fought with my parents my whole life, while they loved me. I am a very happy guy, but I wasn't always. I took out my frustration of 28 years on my parents. Probably because we tend to take out our problems on those who we know will still love us. Nonetheless inexcusable.

I have been in the wrong and have been quite the ass. Most parents wouldn't give a damn like mine


Not my dad tho, and not my mom. I spit in their faces and still expected support. And they gave it to the very best of their ability, and I took it for granted out of anger. AND I DESERVED NONE OF IT. Anger I've been holding onto for 28 years. Anger they don't deserve to be the receiving end of..

My parents should have completely dropped me by now with the way I've acted. I'm sitting here (obviously) ashamed at myself. Embarrassed, and thoroughly disappointed with myself.

I gave everyone who helped by donating to me credit, but them. Which was not fair. And the worst part is that they love me and unconditionally are there for me, while being scared out of their mind for their son.

I would be too. And they love me, all they want is me safe.

I owe them the biggest apology in the universe. And I have to admit to myself that it's impossible to be independent, while defendant.

I'm sorry mom, and I'm sorry dad, u deserved none of it.

Although they don't understand why I'm here in California, they offer their support and home in NJ to me. But I think you all know me well enough that California is my home till the end.

Day by day I will be working at my relationship with them, and it will take me, not them, to create change.

I appreciate you more than you know dad, and I have taken your advice, I wouldn't have made it this far if I had not.

I love you and I'm sorry mom and dad

Your son

This life is my problem. I don't intend on ever making you have any more due to me.


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