My Journey

I'm not Handicapped, I'm Handicapable.
(and no i didnt get that from due date lol)

I left home and drove from nj to california in search of an independent life and safe access to my medicine* so i can live. It's been an interesting journey, lots of ups, lots of downs, and even though I am now weaker than ever...nothing will ever stop me from living my dream, regardless of how long I get to live.

Life is too precious and short to waste time. And I'm Ready.

The three videos below are before and after i left nj, an interview with the Washington Post during my road trip, some audition, and one other one hahaha idk i didnt set up the web site, im kinda lost there :P below that are blog entries! thank you!

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Help to save Mikey's life

As you know, Mikey has always been able to smile through the pain, no matter what, until recently. The pain in his stomach is now worse than ever and has led to an inability to eat, causing rapid weight loss. At 6'1", he's a meager 75 lbs and dropping fast. It's getting more difficult for Mikey to smile through the pain and fear.

One of the only places where Mikey can get help is the MAYO clinic in Minnesota. There, a team of specialized doctors will work together to figure out how his illnesses affect each other and can be treated to restore health and balance to his body so he can keep living his incredible life.

All of this obviously comes with a large amount of costs, which can only be covered with the help and donations of as many people as possible – even if it's just a dollar. Please click on one of the two following links to access the crowd funding campaigns that will help Mikey get better. Thank you!


Sometimes when i am being stubborn, the universe steps in and forces me to take it easy. I was about to get in my van, just to go down the street, and it didnt want to work for me. I really hope it will get fixed tomorrow, but i have this strange feeling if i am meant to use it, i will. It also could be the beginning of many things going wrong with the van ( not like there aren't already ) or maybe i need to start fixing them (dont have that many thousand dollar bills) So! I get it Universe! I will take it easy.... Sorta. Idk, i thought i would sort out my head by now but it looks as though i still have things to learn. So I will just be optimistic about it and hope for the best! It's out of my control anyways. I also don't know how to take the way i have been feeling. Im experiencing almost a total shutdown of my muscles. I have never been this weak or tired, or in as much pain actually, but then again i have never been this happy, or lonely for that matter. Strange times in Glendale i tell you. My mind is all over the place. But i refuse to give up. Im gonna keep taking it one day at a time, thats all we got after all.

Sweet dreams earth


Mom at: March 20, 2009 at 4:40 AM said...

You are such a funny face :)
Yes, take it easy and give your body a little rest with some TLC.
Love you hayaty.

Unknown at: March 21, 2009 at 10:24 AM said...

take it easy dude and feel better.

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