My Journey

I'm not Handicapped, I'm Handicapable.
(and no i didnt get that from due date lol)

I left home and drove from nj to california in search of an independent life and safe access to my medicine* so i can live. It's been an interesting journey, lots of ups, lots of downs, and even though I am now weaker than ever...nothing will ever stop me from living my dream, regardless of how long I get to live.

Life is too precious and short to waste time. And I'm Ready.

The three videos below are before and after i left nj, an interview with the Washington Post during my road trip, some audition, and one other one hahaha idk i didnt set up the web site, im kinda lost there :P below that are blog entries! thank you!

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Help to save Mikey's life

As you know, Mikey has always been able to smile through the pain, no matter what, until recently. The pain in his stomach is now worse than ever and has led to an inability to eat, causing rapid weight loss. At 6'1", he's a meager 75 lbs and dropping fast. It's getting more difficult for Mikey to smile through the pain and fear.

One of the only places where Mikey can get help is the MAYO clinic in Minnesota. There, a team of specialized doctors will work together to figure out how his illnesses affect each other and can be treated to restore health and balance to his body so he can keep living his incredible life.

All of this obviously comes with a large amount of costs, which can only be covered with the help and donations of as many people as possible – even if it's just a dollar. Please click on one of the two following links to access the crowd funding campaigns that will help Mikey get better. Thank you!


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I put up with neverending pain and discomfort, smile so no one see's the pain, gladly. So they won't feel it. Because I know how sad it makes them to be reminded of the truth. Or what they think it is. Truth, I am not well. I will die. Probably soon, but hopefully not. And if so, it's been a beautiful ride. And it may be sad for some, and joyous for others. But I am ok with it. I fear not death, but an empty life. A life I don't have. I have a life with more love I can fathom. I got my idols shaking my hand treating me like family. I have travelled the world. Loved many incredie women. And to be honest, for a while took it for granted. But then I started taking my own advice. If I am ever bored, i'm not following my dreams and therefore wasting time. These rough and painful years are years I wish everyone could experience, not for it's pain, because I wish that on nobody. But because the sooner you embrace death, you can begin to live. Then the magick happens...

Thank you all, for being in the mikey movie that is my life. I love you all, except you Kat, sorry, you kinda suck. But i forgive you. I hope you learned exactly what I did, intergrity. You know she deserved better. I'm finally happy she has it. You could live with yourself, I couldn't. She was, and is the most amazing being alive, you never were as beautiful, inside, and out, as she was. She was an angel. I was lucky, and had to learn the hard way that shells like you need a filler, and you took advantage of me. I'm so glad she knows, even tho she wil probably never talk to me again. She was that important. And still is. That's what you never got. She was my love. But I'm so beyond thankful I had her in this short life. Everything happens for a reason. I just wish we (I), and I'm taking full responsibility for everything, never hurt her. I wish I never saw her face that crushed when I told her, it was the worst moment in my life besides the mistake that was you. She was my everything. And you didn't care.

Sorry, I speak my mind in case I die. Because you never know if you have tomorrow.



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