Im taking the leap of faith. Gonna try to work n give up the safety blanket of social security. I did it once and made it this far..go time.

Good time with my buddy Matt from catfish MTV

So I received an email that I missed months ago. Brandi, the angel on the right of her boyfriend who introduced her to me, I believe through TOOL and online... Asked me months ago if she could help me out.
THANKFULLY she re reminded me with a follow up email (thank you!!!) it's hard to see every one :/ She said hey! I wrote to you long ago.

I hate missing emails, I feel like such an jerk! However long story short. She came by yesterday for a long time and took care of me... And when I asked what she wanted.. U know money? Something?! She just says I wanted to come and help, I wasn't here for money...

Social media has a way to connect people in some beautiful ways. She helped me feel well all day. Javier and Brandi are now in my heart close friends. I have so much love for them. Truly selfless people, hearts of gold.

I have to thank TOOL, Kayden Kross, many of my actor friends, and my buddy Paris. She truly wants to see me achieve the goals I want to. She is my Angel. I have this feeling that in a month of two's time. I will be in a much healthier position I am now :)

Thank you guys :)
Big love!!

I'm usually not much of a religious guy. Till recently. I have had many experiences with God, aliens, spirits, demons, a black magic Hex, and the unknown...Ect. I have baffled doctors, I've baffled psychics, and a lot of people that I meet. I'm very odd lol

There is an energy source that has been surrounding me since I was born. It has been hard to understand. A gift, but with a heavy responsibility.

With it came powers too.

The ability to see these different types of forces in the universe has made me aware. Changing my entire perspective on everything.

I trust me, I'm open, I believe and I have faith in life. That is the only reason I am where I am today. After talking to River at Paris's party, When he reminded me how I need to take every opportunity and seize it and grab it and not let it go and once it's there just keep on going for more. Taking advantage of every opportunity. He reminded me that I was where I was...
Hanging out with one of most important women in our world (Paris) at a party;
that's one of the greatest parties in LA so far for me. To make it even more clear that I was blessed, Paris asked me to film something with her next week. So it's like... Are these connected?! I just started praying months ago. And now all these things keep on happening one after the other. I believe it's God/universe :) because of the flow of everything, Monday I ended up with my whole room packed with help and love. Truly, a touching feeling having so many people care :) I felt the love so much!

Now, I have a ridiculous life. There is always something randomly amazing happening to me. I'll meet somebody that I've always wanted to meet. Have a dream come true. See the future. Feel the synchronicity within the universe. The things I've done would be most people's dreams...and that will be ONE thing that happens THIS week maybe :)

Yesterday I let go. Allowed my mind body and soul to accept love n support from all around. Mainly the universe. Once you allow yourself to receive, and you ask for things from the universe you will get them.

Try it, I promise you, coming from someone who never believed in much, too confused by everything, to NOW praying daily :)

Life is beautiful, Life is ugly, life is perfect. To me, I really think that life, is just curious.

We are put here on this planet as a test. We already know the answers. It's about getting there, Selflessly, tirelessly. We are also much more capable than we think. Every day I surprise myself, and so can you.

Be self actualized. Love yourself, And feel the rush of love come in :)

Time to rest!

Big love
Mikey

I seem a little bit all over the place in my next video. I had such feelings of Love, appreciation, curiosity, really just everything was going so right. Almost like the universe telling me, this is how it is, Or at least I think it was saying, this is what you deserve.

It was an amazing day, there were so many people that came by unexpected, I swear I never felt more loved In one day.

SO ANGELS!!! Before I uploaded this video, Or about to because I fell asleep last night for little bit, and I thank God. LOOK! You will not have to look hard. People say that spirits, angels, and other different forces can appear in video and images. They appear as swirls of smoke or light and orbs floating. I believe it too.

Now this is only in the last three videos I made. Coincidently after I see my Angel Paris again on Saturday, And have been praying to God Every day. With faith and hope.

River said, ask and you shal receive. That lesson I already knew... I just wasn't applying it 100 percent!!! :X

Everything happens for a reason. The reason why I am diseased. The reason any of you know who I am, The reason I was born with the ability to withstand this. But I love it. I would never ask for any other job or life.

Normally I would re-gather my thoughts and re-uploaded a new video... but I'm being too honest and there's too many weird beautiful things happening in the video and I feel that it's meant to be. A very good weird by the way :)

And here I am at 7:59 AM looking forward to another extraordinarily beautiful day. I'm feeling a little bit sick but you know what?! Who cares!! lol I don't!!

If the price I have to pay to live an amazing life... is deal with a few physical inconveniences here and there... I'll take it :)

My life has never been better, or at least looking like it's going to be heading towards a beautiful beautiful place :)

Thanks for being a part of my life, There's no reason you have to. But let me tell you how much I appreciate you being here :) Everybody makes it all worth it!

God is great :)
Thank you everybody who supports me. You are the ones who give me the strength you all seem to think that I have on my own :) I am the luckiest guy in the world. Truly blessed.

Much love,
Mikey

I'm used posting to twitter because it makes my life easier! I have it redirected to Facebook, the app I use for blogger finally incorporated twitter into it now hopefully I can post here and have it go there :)

Thank you for your patience, things get a lil tough at times :) I know you all understand :D

Big Love
Mikey

.... And still no working!!! grrr lol

“Challenges are what make life interesting and overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.” - Joshua J. Marine

Self!
I'm 29, weak bodied strong mind, stubborn wild man :) I don't think I'm disabled so I live like a badass. It may not be healthy, but... It's fun and it makes me happy. And what is life about?! Being happy!!! So let go of all your fear, and enter the freedom of happiness :)

I have a feeling that most of you know about this website today because Paris Hilton and Twitter :) She is a very dear friend who has a heart of gold. It has no bounds. I'm simple guy from New Jersey, I came out here five years ago with the dream. The dream to be happy, the dream to be where I want to be, the dream to be fulfilled.

I didn't even know what the dream was lol I just knew I wanted to be happy with an awesome life, I said if I'm gonna die young... Might as well live an epic life... Balls to the walls was actually what I said lol (I have no idea what that means) haha

I got a tattoo from lyrics from my favorite tool song that say "embrace whatever may come" In order to truly be happy that is what to do.

Embrace the good. Embrace the bad. And keep believing in the dream, because if you have enough drive and you never give up... the dream will turn into a reality. I promise you.

But in order to do all of that.... Love yourself enough to believe that you deserve a beautiful life. Then watch the magic :)

My fingers are cramping so I must go but I will be continuing to tweet and I will be uploading a video later on this evening :)

Love you all!!

Thank you everybody.

And thank you Paris, love u babe!!!

~Mikey